New Spa Music

So I'm sick and I'm cloudy and I'm definitely not in the mood to deal with bratty people today. So far, I've wanted to clobber a few women, but other than that, I'm pretty upbeat for how I feel.

I think it has something to do with the new spa music. I don't know where it's coming from! Our spa iPod broke so we have been musicless for almost a week, but now there is music and it's music I've never heard before. I like it. I like it a lot actually.

It reminds me of the music I used to play for Adam to help him fall asleep (the boy I used to babysit). I miss Adam. When I would take him to the movies, people thought I was his mom. Scary, I know. But yeah, I miss him a lot.

This is random, so I'm going to stop typing.

Oh, but wait, yesterday I went on this writing rant. OMG, it was the weirdest thing ever. I was at work, not feeling well, and kind of upset/pissed/confused/I don't know what else. So I opened up a word document and started typing. I think I blacked out or something because I had no recollection of what I typed. It was a page and a half long and I had no clue. I had to read it over and over again because I couldn't figure out why I didn't remember it. It was sooo weird. I wrote a lot, too. It made sense to me... not so much to Drew... but it made sense. And no, I'm not posting it on here.

Yeah, I'm stopping now.