Perplexed. Annoyed.

I am sometimes amazed by the sincere inconsideration of certain people. It's one thing to be accidentally inconsiderate. We all have tendencies to be rude without really, truly meaning it. It's called waking up on the wrong side of the bed or PMS. But when it's accidental or not meaningful, we apologize. We take responsibility for things we say, do, whatever. Or least, I'm hoping the majority of people do. Own up to your actions. However, to deliberately be rude when it's not deserved... So unfortunate. I think there are a lot of people in my life who need to grow up and take a chill pill. When you treat someone offensively or worse, when you completely disregard them or deny them the attention or time or quality of human interaction, then you need to freakin' grow up. I am so tired of dealing with people who refuse to consider another. I have spent so much time trying to consider people. I have stressed out to the point where I had to get a facial to literally zap off the break outs on my face, to where my mood and energy levels have been drowned in worry and anxiety over people's feelings. All I ask for is reciprocation. Not all the time, not most of the time. Just sometimes. Sometimes, be understanding. Sometimes, be a good friend. Sometimes, say thank you. Sometimes, make an effort. SOMETIMES. It's bad enough that I don't expect this most of the time. SOMETIMES. Gimme a freakin' break. I'm sooo done.